A Bucketful of Corns

Finally...

I'm back and i'm blogging again. I don't know how the thought started but it popped and I started typing in the address bar "blogger.com" XD

I wanted to keep this thing posted on my current whereabouts and stuffs like that but I'm kinda lazy at times and the keeping-this-updated idea remained only an idea. I don't know, I just can't find something to write and I'm even thinking that I'm not making any sense right now. hahaha. At least i'm thinking. XD



Anyway, there's this book, Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. I heard it from my friend, then I read reviews about it and that's it... I'm so fond of books (for the information of those who don't now me). I wanted to buy some but I'm living in poverty right now so I'm trying to keep my mind on other things. That includes making money. hahaha.. Heard about paid-to-click sites? Well, I'm on it and I'm desperate. And everybody in the group seems to swim in the same fondness.

Another thing...
Another academic year started about last month ago and along with that are the major subjects, the freaking majors. And I'm starting to feel the "real world" here and it makes my nose bleed. You know, the epistaxis thingy, I'm starting to feel it coming. It's another helluva semester. Yeah, I'm even thinking that last year's struggle needs doubling up and I can feel myself drowning with my frustrations. Especially with our advanced engineering mathematics. It's not even a major subject but I'm having so much difficulty with it and I guess my classmates are diving in the same sentiment. They say it's only, "mind over matters," but no matter how I mind-over-the-matter I still can't see the bulb light up. Oh God! It's not even blinking for God's sake. I, not only have a bleeding nose, but a cracking head as well. Crap!
Plus, we're having a seatwork on our Accounting tomorrow. I can't study right now. I don't feel like reading academic books at this moment, it makes the world swirl. XD

But I'm glad I have my friends to get by. We're all weirdos and we're unique. We laugh at our own mishap and laugh out more at our own corns-of-jokes. hahaha.. I'm laughing now. I can see the corn coming tomorrow. :D




XOXO, aimee

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banahaw

As i was rummaging my files, i suddenly bumped into this photograph. This was taken God knows when, i cannot really remember what date it was. All i see in my thoughts are the moments and laughters that the event brought.

Anyway, this place, we call it "banahaw". The place is in no way inviting when you first set your eyes upon it (i suppose).
But try to dip your feet into the water and you'll find yourself succumbed into its ravenous coldness. XD
It's a perfect refuge to the blazing fieriness of the sun.

No, no, no! I'm not advertising or whatever. I just want your thoughts to devour the boundless splendor of Maasin City. hahahaha...

There's a lot more to find out, i tell you... :]

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so pissed of...

i hate this day down to its every detail...
i'm so pissed off... damn this day...

i was out while the sun was scorching hot.
the nagging heat was so intense and i had the feeling that i need to let this thing off my chest.
i wanted to yell... i wanted to scream... i wanted to shout my heart out!
i wanted to say something in particular but i can never find the words enough to define how unpleasant an emotion lurking inside of me. it's attacking me without prior notice (well i guess that's just how the way it goes).
the feeling is so inexorable... oh! good heavens...
how am i going to quench this crap.. i don't know if this thing is some sort of nostalgia or oblivion or whatever rubbish...


and if you'll ask me what the problem is... sorry deary! but i can never be sure right at this moment alone!
maybe i need more time to discern and to calm myself as well...



good thing i still have my cute and cuddly cheewee... =)

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Love

This is the passage i am bound to read in front of many others during my sister's wedding on April 19, 2008. It's gonna be a wondrous day and I'm so excited.

1 Corinthians 13

Love

¹If I speak in the tongues^[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. ²If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,^[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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Sunset. Red was having a fight with blue and yellow as to whom should occupy the larger space of the endless sky.

Vast. The sea was trying to be calm amidst the strong wind.

Cold. Warm was being pushed away by the vicious coldness.

Gloomy. Happiness was trying its very best to overcome a stronger feeling named loneliness.

Me. I was at the middle of everything.

Me. I was watching at the sunset.

Me. I was one with the sea as it tries to be calm.

Me. I was shivering as coldness drives warm away.

Me. I was trying my VERY best to overcome this loneliness.

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