so pissed of...

i hate this day down to its every detail...
i'm so pissed off... damn this day...

i was out while the sun was scorching hot.
the nagging heat was so intense and i had the feeling that i need to let this thing off my chest.
i wanted to yell... i wanted to scream... i wanted to shout my heart out!
i wanted to say something in particular but i can never find the words enough to define how unpleasant an emotion lurking inside of me. it's attacking me without prior notice (well i guess that's just how the way it goes).
the feeling is so inexorable... oh! good heavens...
how am i going to quench this crap.. i don't know if this thing is some sort of nostalgia or oblivion or whatever rubbish...


and if you'll ask me what the problem is... sorry deary! but i can never be sure right at this moment alone!
maybe i need more time to discern and to calm myself as well...



good thing i still have my cute and cuddly cheewee... =)

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Love

This is the passage i am bound to read in front of many others during my sister's wedding on April 19, 2008. It's gonna be a wondrous day and I'm so excited.

1 Corinthians 13

Love

¹If I speak in the tongues^[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. ²If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,^[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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Sunset. Red was having a fight with blue and yellow as to whom should occupy the larger space of the endless sky.

Vast. The sea was trying to be calm amidst the strong wind.

Cold. Warm was being pushed away by the vicious coldness.

Gloomy. Happiness was trying its very best to overcome a stronger feeling named loneliness.

Me. I was at the middle of everything.

Me. I was watching at the sunset.

Me. I was one with the sea as it tries to be calm.

Me. I was shivering as coldness drives warm away.

Me. I was trying my VERY best to overcome this loneliness.

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Mikyu tagged me! :D

Rule: copy-paste with your answers. ;p

4 jobs I have had: Never had one. Uhh, does doing a favor for others count? Bwahahaha! XD

4 movies I watched over and over: Harry Potter, Serendipity, Dhoom:2, The Parent Trap

4 shows I watch: Grey's Anatomy, Kyle XY, Grey's Anatomy, Kyle XY [haha]

4 places I have been: home, school, church, market [Nyahahaha! XD]

4 people who e-mail me: Es-es, Mikyu, Envi Group Repoters, Spammers [Hihihi. ;p]

4 favorite things to eat: calamares, siomai, veggies, & beef steak XD

4 places I would rather be: Japan, Korea, London, Dreamland :)

4 things I look forward to this year: Christmas!, Summer Vacation, 3rd Year subjects-chaka...haha! And more corny moments with D' Hacienderas! XD

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Simple, eh?
Enjoy everyone :)
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it's a hell of a day :(

This day never started out right, in the first place!.. got loads of exams, i don't know but whoever invented those freaking things, he/she is the kind of person i would hate for life...hahaha!

he's a freak, if you ask me.. conspicuously bad, oh! for student's sake... anyway, only the practical ones are really of use.. i mean, those matter-of-factly stated theories (i don't know if i said it right!), .. they're for what?? for board exams? but we don't have board exams... we IEs? we don't, for christ sake!... for our future field of work? haha, all can be learned through experience.. as they say, experience is the best teacher, right???



hahaha, there's not much i can say aside from "this is a helluva day!"



try to guess why i'm having this sentiments....



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you bet! i did not study last night... okay, you can laugh!!
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